okay well this will be me rambling on about school so if you don't want to waste your time reading this rant then i suggest you close this right now.
I've realised the amount of shit I have that needs to be handed in for school over the coming 4 weeks of school and i have no-freaking-idea how i am going to finish it all, or even get through these 4 weeks. over the next 2 weeks i'm going to have about 4-5 hour sleeps every night but probably will need to throw a couple of all nighters, i don't know how i'm going to go through school. i'd probably fall asleep in class. like last time after my d&t assignment, i fell asleep in eng ext for 40 minutes. but that felt so gooooooooood.
so instead of studying for my eco assessment which is on monday and which i dont even understand the topic being tested on, IM BLOGGING. i think the amount of work i have to do is so overwhelming if i dont write all of this down im going to have a breakdown. but i think i still will because of the amount of work i need to do. and then i have that stupid eng wolf essay to do for wednesday. then the fairytale thing for friday. then i have my d&t assignment on tuesday, which we may or may not be getting a sort of extension. if we dont IM FREAKING SCREWED. I wont be able to sleep at all, AGAIN. AND THEN i have eng ext essay for friday. which i am annoyed at. why did they give it to us at such a short notice??? far out, if i wasnt still contemplating on doing this next year (or rather, next term) i would do such a half-arsed job at it; but sadly, i am still contemplating so i guess i can't do that. and why oh why did they have to make it due the friday before exams.
on top of all that mound of hw and assignments due i still need to make notes for exams which i dont know how because eco and bio are so effing long it isnt funny. seriously. my notes for eco for this half of the course will reach the 30s in pages. on top of the notes from the first half of the year. and bio i practically have to self learn everything because nothing is really taught in class. and im really pissed at my exam timetable. it must be the shittest timetable in the grade. maybe. everything's so cramped its G.A.Y.
first week; tues: eng, thurs: bio prac.
second week; mon: eng ext, d&t; tues: maths; wednesday: bio, eco
i pretty much have 5 exams in a row. all of which im screwed for. except for maybe d&t cause i can bs my way out of it. but everything else????? shittttttttttt. i think i've reached a stage where i know how shit i'll do for maths i dont think i care anymore, but really i do but everything is just so overwhelming right now on top of a whole load of other crap its not funny.
and i also have this research thing for d&t but im freaking capped but this is due before i get uncapped its so annoying cause my sister wasted all the downloads from webcamming.
okay. i think i should stop. time to do some work. but i have so much work to do i cant decide on where to start.
