hello, i have decided to write a futuristic blog about predictions and the future and what not. first off. there are two times on the year which i hate the most. not to be too specific, but they occur during the end and the middle of the year. its the time of year that really reallllllllllllllllllllly tests my patience and make me the biggest bitch of the southern hemisphere. yes, you got it. i get my periods.

NO WUT, I WAS JOKING.

let's not talk about that for now.

1. i read SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE, oh my. its really called Q&A but i dont know why they change everything to adpadt to the movie when really thr movie was adapted fromt the book so i dont know :S the protagonist doesnt even win a million rupees, the prize amount is a BILLION so ... smashing book nonetheless (nonetheless is like three words crammed into one to save space). its very simple and even utilises cliches, but its still a very good book. THEY ARE SO CUTE, FUNNY AND KIND (L)
   
2. this in turn makes me really admire the director of slumdog millionarire DAnny Boyle (from memory?) who warped the whole novel into this crazy, epic blockbuster. and its like, woowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. yeah.
   
3. what else have i been up to?
4. reading
   
5. buying books
6. IM IN YEAR 12 OH MY LORD
7. i have two major works (but theresa told me this guy had 5 and he's still alive, so i guess its not all bad)
8. back on tumblr :(
9. learning to play 'ice dance' on piano
10. GLEE

so stop you're crying.
i would hate to think that in ten years time, my kids will be apeshit. no offence to my kids. im not saying im like a hybrid breed of intelligent. but ive been thinking. what my kids (or anyone right now) lives in some eutopian paradise. a mum and dad living under the same roof, of a big house, no brothers and sisters, going to a privilleged school, having many friends, smart, gifted what have you. how will they cope when they realise how gross the world is out there? im not saying i should throw your guys into the living pits of hell just so you can smarten up. i would just hate to think that in ten years time , the biggest problem in our lives is that tear in our levi jeans. or the stomach putruding out of our shirts cos we've been sitting in chairs all of our lives and we just whizz around in space doing nothing.

No seriously, cynth did you delete it? i liked that post :D

i feel like such a bum because i haven't done much these holidays except staying up late till 3-4 in the morning doing god knows what and waking up at 12-1 in the afternoon which i never ever do.

okay so i made a to-do list for the holidays again, which i was certain i would be able to tick everything off BUT I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN MY Ls YET. But i don't feel that i'm at a great loss. 

i was also meant to read, so i borrowed 2 books from the library:
    
But well, i haven't even read "The Female of the Species" yet.  The name sounded in interesting, but now i realise that it's actually a murder/mystery novel. hmmmmm.
I was recommended to read the "The Looking Glass Wars" - I've only read about 50 pages.  The novel basically claims that the "Alice in Wonderland" story was 'wrong' and a lie, and that what happens in here is 'correct.'  Worth a read guys, it gives a differently interesting perspective.

On another note, i am in need of a new phone. Like, now. For those who don't know, my phone rotates, and since i'm so careless, i've like, dropped it a billion times (and i might have thrown it a couple of times as well...).  So the 2 parts to my phone are currently hanging together with 1 screw and the wires cause i've lost all the other screws. yeaaaaaahh. and its battery is screwing upppppppppppppp. but there aren't that many phones that i like. any suggestions?

hi, i should be doing my fairytale but i don't feel up for it and i have absolutely zilch ideas. i have 33 words, go me T___T"

i find it hard to understand why my parents can't accept the fact that i am not a genius, and that no, i don't like maths all that much, and that yes, i would like to drop down to 2u.  my mum goes off about how i refused to go tutoring, and that maybe, if i went, i would be brilliant and score 100% for each and every exam.  after a lengthy talk with my parents i thought they had caved in and let me do 2u - but then later on my mum comes in and says that tomorrow she will find a tutoring for me to do 3u. DID SHE NOT UNDERSTAND??? i'm not going to do 3u, my note's due tomorrow, its too late.  what is it with asian parents and maths. sigh. 

I'm so annoyed at school right now i think someone should shoot me. PLEASE.
okay well this will be me rambling on about school so if you don't want to waste your time reading this rant then i suggest you close this right now.

I've realised the amount of shit I have that needs to be handed in for school over the coming 4 weeks of school and i have no-freaking-idea how i am going to finish it all, or even get through these 4 weeks. over the next 2 weeks i'm going to have about 4-5 hour sleeps every night but probably will need to throw a couple of all nighters, i don't know how i'm going to go through school. i'd probably fall asleep in class. like last time after my d&t assignment, i fell asleep in eng ext for 40 minutes. but that felt so gooooooooood.

so instead of studying for my eco assessment which is on monday and which i dont even understand the topic being tested on, IM BLOGGING. i think the amount of work i have to do is so overwhelming if i dont write all of this down im going to have a breakdown. but i think i still will because of the amount of work i need to do.  and then i have that stupid eng wolf essay to do for wednesday. then the fairytale thing for friday. then i have my d&t assignment on tuesday, which we may or may not be getting a sort of extension. if we dont IM FREAKING SCREWED. I wont be able to sleep at all, AGAIN. AND THEN i have eng ext essay for friday. which i am annoyed at. why did they give it to us at such a short notice??? far out, if i wasnt still contemplating on doing this next year (or rather, next term) i would do such a half-arsed job at it; but sadly, i am still contemplating so i guess i can't do that.  and why oh why did they have to make it due the friday before exams. 

on top of all that mound of hw and assignments due i still need to make notes for exams which i dont know how because eco and bio are so effing long it isnt funny. seriously. my notes for eco for this half of the course will reach the 30s in pages. on top of the notes from the first half of the year. and bio i practically have to self learn everything because nothing is really taught in class. and im really pissed at my exam timetable. it must be the shittest timetable in the grade. maybe. everything's so cramped its G.A.Y.

first week; tues: eng, thurs: bio prac.
second week; mon: eng ext, d&t; tues: maths; wednesday: bio, eco

i pretty much have 5 exams in a row.  all of which im screwed for. except for maybe d&t cause i can bs my way out of it. but everything else????? shittttttttttt. i think i've reached a stage where i know how shit i'll do for maths i dont think i care anymore, but really i do but everything is just so overwhelming right now on top of a whole load of other crap its not funny.

and i also have this research thing for d&t but im freaking capped but this is due before i get uncapped its so annoying cause my sister wasted all the downloads from webcamming.

okay. i think i should stop. time to do some work. but i have so much work to do i cant decide on where to start.

happy birthday to yuyan. what a fantastic day this must be for her. like a mother watching her child take their first steps. like the day you buy your first house. the day you get married. finding money at the back of your fridge. all the good things in life.
so seeing as she will not throw a birthday party, i will throw one for her. it will go something like this.